Facing the fear

I had known that I had been avoiding practice ever since the split, all for reasons I was justifying to myself, first I wasn’t sleeping until 4 am and getting up at 5.30 seemed ridiculous in that case (I know I know it probably would have helped the sleep), then it felt like i was [...]

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Being looked after

So the fear I was feeling when I posted earlier about returning to the flat after the ex had removed his stuff was worse than finding it when he had. It was sad but did feel better as I don’t have to fear that any more.
My friend came over, we found I no longer have [...]

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Building eggshells

The last week has been all about the rebirth, I started he new job on Monday, having had a rather miserable weekend where Sunday was a bit of a misery fest. Then monday new job, which at least let me start the begining, the week has been quiet as anything, just induction and then in [...]

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Yet more maelstrom

Well last Saturday, it was over 6 1/2 years, and pop all gone.
I have just been drawing in my horns over the last week. I havn’t made yoga, of for two reasons I think, firstly that I have been sleeping very badly and the chance to grab a couple of hours when I do get [...]

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Bliss

Today was pretty much as a practice should be.
I just missed the chant due to an errant circle line train and arrived, chanted myself and just got going.
The shala was quiet-ish, there were still some empty spots until about 6.30ish which is quiet these days and seems to make the energy sing more for me, [...]

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No yoga

Well cancelled by me due to hideous hangover post hen do, followed by a huge sugar craving all day, probably induced by the dead sensible decision that I would eat a pack of revels for breakfast as that would Definately cure the hangover…..
…. Tomorrow I am so back on the protein wagon.

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It never rains but it pours…

Well in the plumbing world, I hit a further rock bottom as I received a message from the plumber that I could not use the bathroom, 1515 just before an important meeting so at this point thought sod it and booked a hotel for the night there is only so much I can take here…..
Today [...]

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Catching up

Well I have been having the emotional rollercoaster of my life here, and then the bathroom leak treatment goes and means the bathroom needs ripping out, so there I am during Sharaths workshop, my big treat for not going to Italy with the BF. And I am an itinerant around all who I can cadge [...]

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